The times they are a changin'

A big move may be in my future. I have very mixed feelings about this. I've spent twelve years building a music career in Indiana, and really, I've been very successful. Starting over from scratch in a new town will mean being broke and having to reinvent myself all over again. Not to mention work to get my voice in the shape it really needs to be in, which I've let go for a combination of reasons including teaching so many hours and writing.On the plus (or minus depending on how you look at it) side, we would be moving to my home town of Winston Salem, North Carolina, where I would be closer to my family. On the minus side, we would be moving away from Stephan's children, all three of whom currently live in Indianapolis.If the move happens, and I don't expect to know for several more days, I think the thing I will miss most is my house. It's a fabulous house, built in 1918, beautifully decorated and updated (by the previous owners), with lots of space, in a convenient location. We got it for a steal because it is in a "transitional" neighborhood with various pockets of wannabe-gentrification as well as boarded up homes. Frankly, this in and of itself has never bothered me, though I would love to see some of the houses in better shape.Right now, I just wish I knew something one way or the other so I can get on with whatever it is I'm supposed to get on with. This post is friends only since none of my various employers know I might be leaving. No point in getting them worked up over a "might" when it could be a "might not."ETA: It looks like the big move is not happening.